I can’t push my limits any more like I used to do as a professional athlete

I used to be a professional athlete and I have never had any doubt that I would be in great shape 6 months after delivery. Unfortunately that didn't happen. During those 6 months I had 2 carpal tunnel syndrome surgeries, I spent one night in the hospital with stroke symptoms, and I was hyperthyroid and then hypothyroid. My baby slept all night. I woke up at 2am and I couldn't sleep until 4am. I was exhausted every single day. 

Finally, after 8 months I was diagnosed with hypopituitarism: Sheehan Syndrome. It was a result of bad luck during my emergency C-section. I was terrified. My thyroid, adrenals, sex hormones and growth hormone have been affected. I start and finish my day with medications. I need to wear a bracelet with the phrase  "adrenal insufficiency" and have with me an injection in case of adrenal crisis.

I'm lucky because I was diagnosed quickly. I found a great organization: Maternal Pituitary Support which helps me live with my chronic disease more consciously.... My hormones can get better or worse and it's unpredictable. Sometimes it’s like a rollercoaster. I’m at the beginning of my trip with an unwelcome and invisible passenger: Sheehan Syndrome. I don’t know what to expect and what the future will bring. My medications help me to feel stronger and powerful, but I'm afraid of the side effects. I’m glad that I can still lead my active lifestyle but it is definitely a slower version.

Last weekend I was able to  do a great workout and and hike with my family. I feel fine but I need more time for recovery. I need to listen to my body carefully too. I can’t push my limits anymore like I used to do as a professional athlete.